I didn’t know waiting is that painful…

How many times in your life have you spent on waiting? Numerous times, right? I do too.

The thing is, waiting with purpose is nothing, it’s just like you watch the time goes by without your noticing, just your solemnly looking forward to the result. That waiting is waiting for the moment with your knowing clearly it’s gonna to take place whatsoever. The more you wait, the more it assures your patience. Anything to say, it’s good for you.

Time time time

Waiting without purpose is poles apart from it. It’s like the time goes by without your noticing, but the moment you look back, you could cry because all the time you have wasted. The result is clear, from the very beginning, you bitterly know it’s not about flying colors moment when your waiting pays off. Because it’s not gonna happen. You’re the one who knows this best, but still denies it. The more you wait, the more you realise how pathetic, how weak you are, how deceitful you have been to yourself all this time.

It’s not gonna happen, so why am I here?

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s