I wasn’t high, I wasn’t wired
I was just clear.
Though eyes were open from the start,
They were close.
Now I began to see the whole
What really had happened, is happening and going to happen
What, who, where, how and so
How this very chain of events could spring from.
Why I am standing there.
Swept clear every doubts and fogginess.
I began to see history
Archives of me and mankind.
Sins, love, pleasure, hate
Good, desire, evil and failure.
For a blink of an eye
A feeling of thoroughness and completeness
Of this world, this life, and this existence
Illuminated my once-veiled vision.
Could this be called “nirvana”?
I guess only “awareness” is a fine answer.
No, all was just a feeling.